I enjoy people-watching, I work undercover, I think, I write.
I like occultism, feminism, sex, dark wave, post-punk, intellectuals, dark raw sad forms of literature, poetry, Marina and the Diamonds, poets, misfits,
cleverly worded shit, deep things, dark things, sin, philosophy, astrology, knowledge, The Smiths, The Cure, kittens and erotica.
The life of a loner, the only life I’ve lived, since ever I have, and forever I will. I want to like all of you, I just happen to find others unbearable. I find my own company to be the most rewarding, and that, I am sorry for.
e.a (depech)
Everyones minds seem to be pre-occupied by the way others look and only that. Beauty is the most overrated thing. Pointless. There’s so much more to a person than that and it’s sad we cannot appreciate things like kindness, intellect, vulnerability and individualism…
it’s like peoples definition of love has become crippled
Schizotypal personality disorder is a personality disorder characterized by a need for social isolation, anxiety in social situations, odd behavior and thinking, and often unconventional beliefs. People with this disorder feel extreme discomfort with maintaining close relationships with people, and therefore they often don’t. They frequently misinterpret situations as being strange or having unusual meaning for them; paranormal and superstitious beliefs are not uncommon. People with this disorder seek medical attention for things such as anxiety, depression, or other symptoms. Schizotypal personality disorder occurs in 3% of the general population and is slightly more common in males.[1]
I’m sick of being a people pleaser. so fuck you. Fuck . You . All .
"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."
- Winona Ryder (via felicefawn)
(Source: everyday-islike-sunday, via debitumnatura-e-deactivated2013)
~narrow-mindedness, shallowness and vanity are probably among the most disgusting traits a human could ever possess, seriously…big fat sighs for humanity in general though..
” Difficult relationships are very common for people with borderline personality disorder (BPD). A key symptom of BPD is fear of abandonment. This symptom may cause you to need frequent reassurance that abandonment is not imminent, to go to great lengths to try to avoid abandonment, and to feel devastated when someone ends a relationship with you. “
I want us to have deep discussions, to share, and delve deep. Just lie in bed holding each other. I’d stroke your hair, kiss your eyelids, listen to you breathing. I want us to touch, I want us to explore and experience. uncomplicated, unconditional…
