I enjoy people-watching, I work undercover, I think, I write. I like occultism, feminism, sex, dark wave, post-punk, intellectuals, dark raw sad forms of literature, poetry, Marina and the Diamonds, poets, misfits, cleverly worded shit, deep things, dark things, sin, philosophy, astrology, knowledge, The Smiths, The Cure, kittens and erotica. body, a, a:hover { cursor:url(‘http://www.dolliehost.com/dolliecrave/cursors/cursors-all/cute14.gif’), auto } // var colour="#FFFFFF"; var sparkles=120; /**************************** * Tinkerbell Magic Sparkle * * (c) 2005 mf2fm web-design * * http://www.mf2fm.com/rv * * DON’T EDIT BELOW THIS BOX * ****************************/ var x=ox=400; var y=oy=300; var swide=800; var shigh=600; var sleft=sdown=0; var tiny=new Array(); var star=new Array(); var starv=new Array(); var starx=new Array(); var stary=new Array(); var tinyx=new Array(); var tinyy=new Array(); var tinyv=new Array(); window.onload=function() { if (document.getElementById) { var i, rats, rlef, rdow; for (var i=0; i var rats=createDiv(3, 3); rats.style.visibility=”hidden”; document.body.appendChild(tiny[i]=rats); starv[i]=0; tinyv[i]=0; var rats=createDiv(5, 5); rats.style.backgroundColor=”transparent”; rats.style.visibility=”hidden”; var rlef=createDiv(1, 5); var rdow=createDiv(5, 1); rats.appendChild(rlef); rats.appendChild(rdow); rlef.style.top=”2px”; rlef.style.left=”0px”; rdow.style.top=”0px”; rdow.style.left=”2px”; document.body.appendChild(star[i]=rats); } set_width(); sparkle(); }} function sparkle() { var c; if (x!=ox || y!=oy) { ox=x; oy=y; for (c=0; c star[c].style.left=(starx[c]=x)+”px”; star[c].style.top=(stary[c]=y)+”px”; star[c].style.clip=”rect(0px, 5px, 5px, 0px)”; star[c].style.visibility=”visible”; starv[c]=50; break; } } for (c=0; c if (starv[c]) update_star(c); if (tinyv[c]) update_tiny(c); } setTimeout(“sparkle()”, 40); } function update_star(i) { if (—starv[i]==25) star[i].style.clip=”rect(1px, 4px, 4px, 1px)”; if (starv[i]) { stary[i]+=1+Math.random()*3; if (stary[i] star[i].style.top=stary[i]+”px”; starx[i]+=(i%5-2)/5; star[i].style.left=starx[i]+”px”; } else { star[i].style.visibility=”hidden”; starv[i]=0; return; } } else { tinyv[i]=50; tiny[i].style.top=(tinyy[i]=stary[i])+”px”; tiny[i].style.left=(tinyx[i]=starx[i])+”px”; tiny[i].style.width=”2px”; tiny[i].style.height=”2px”; star[i].style.visibility=”hidden”; tiny[i].style.visibility=”visible” } } function update_tiny(i) { if (—tinyv[i]==25) { tiny[i].style.width=”1px”; tiny[i].style.height=”1px”; } if (tinyv[i]) { tinyy[i]+=1+Math.random()*3; if (tinyy[i] tiny[i].style.top=tinyy[i]+”px”; tinyx[i]+=(i%5-2)/5; tiny[i].style.left=tinyx[i]+”px”; } else { tiny[i].style.visibility=”hidden”; tinyv[i]=0; return; } } else tiny[i].style.visibility=”hidden”; } document.onmousemove=mouse; function mouse(e) { set_scroll(); y=(e)?e.pageY:event.y+sdown; x=(e)?e.pageX:event.x+sleft; } function set_scroll() { if (typeof(self.pageYOffset)==”number”) { sdown=self.pageYOffset; sleft=self.pageXOffset; } else if (document.body.scrollTop || document.body.scrollLeft) { sdown=document.body.scrollTop; sleft=document.body.scrollLeft; } else if (document.documentElement && (document.documentElement.scrollTop || document.documentElement.scrollLeft)) { sleft=document.documentElement.scrollLeft; sdown=document.documentElement.scrollTop; } else { sdown=0; sleft=0; } } window.onresize=set_width; function set_width() { if (typeof(self.innerWidth)==”number”) { swide=self.innerWidth; shigh=self.innerHeight; } else if (document.documentElement && document.documentElement.clientWidth) { swide=document.documentElement.clientWidth; shigh=document.documentElement.clientHeight; } else if (document.body.clientWidth) { swide=document.body.clientWidth; shigh=document.body.clientHeight; } } function createDiv(height, width) { var div=document.createElement(“div”); div.style.position=”absolute”; div.style.height=height+”px”; div.style.width=width+”px”; div.style.overflow=”hidden”; div.style.backgroundColor=colour; return (div); } // ]]>Tumblr (3.0; @depech)http://depech.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2609409981aeddb63d6aeab8f10692fc/tumblr_mlsj4eI4Jz1qazko2o2_r2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cd6c8fdd415443df46d2924fe6013e9b/tumblr_mlsj4eI4Jz1qazko2o1_r2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://proudvagitarian.tumblr.com/post/50787994127/my-life">proudvagitarian</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>My life</p> </blockquote>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/50809135822http://depech.tumblr.com/post/50809135822Sun, 19 May 2013 06:37:30 -0400“I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a doormat. Or a prostitute.”<br/><br/> - <em>Rebecca West</em>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49425916331http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49425916331Thu, 02 May 2013 04:10:00 -0400feminismfeministrebecca west<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0d4f9fb3c554bbd5198d414a9342a753/tumblr_mljz80mcum1rjejhro1_250.gif"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087818137http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087818137Sun, 28 Apr 2013 09:18:21 -0400sexpornbjblow jobdeepthroatinghardhotdomestic<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1819ac28024783408bfa692a136d65cc/tumblr_mlud85s5xK1rzwczzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://trentmoreno.tumblr.com/post/48903004730/trent-reznor">trentmoreno</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>TRENT REZNOR</p> </blockquote>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087686654http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087686654Sun, 28 Apr 2013 09:15:43 -0400trent reznorninnine inch nailsart<p>I JUST LOVE WORDS A FUCKING LOT. DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND.</p>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087433056http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49087433056Sun, 28 Apr 2013 09:10:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/826a6d789af3a3d5dd31c966b64a7680/tumblr_mlxk8pdNTx1rcleymo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I rarely smile </p>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49031617095http://depech.tumblr.com/post/49031617095Sat, 27 Apr 2013 16:14:49 -0400meselfieselfsmilei never smileblack n white“Some friends don’t understand this. They don’t understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you’re wonderful just the way you are. They don’t understand that I can’t remember anyone ever saying that to me. I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to crumble and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving. Depression is all about If you loved me you would.”<br/><br/> - <em>Elizabeth Wurtzel, <em> Prozac Nation </em> (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://quotes-shape-us.tumblr.com/">quotes-shape-us</a>)</em>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48451289646http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48451289646Sat, 20 Apr 2013 13:30:30 -0400<p>Prozac Nation pretty much sums up my life.</p>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48445667019http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48445667019Sat, 20 Apr 2013 12:13:55 -0400prozac nation<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/018a76f60ccc0913d342e14dccc4da03/tumblr_mgnq7hctHv1rvybqco1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48381703920http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48381703920Fri, 19 Apr 2013 17:18:34 -0400chainssexbondagehand cufswristsfeetin bedfetishfetishismcuf fetish<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/37689633341c758437efa42b3e63ef04/tumblr_mlgbleXU1j1s2cys4o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48381305861http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48381305861Fri, 19 Apr 2013 17:13:25 -0400edgar allan poepoepoetpoetry“Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely.”<br/><br/> - <em>Edna St. Vincent Millay (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://loveage-moondream.tumblr.com/">loveage-moondream</a>)</em>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48380201811http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48380201811Fri, 19 Apr 2013 16:58:57 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/727b29641d874a740e4231163dd2c4c6/tumblr_lmjqex8BrA1qh7487o1_r9_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://arr0wz.tumblr.com/post/48078808729/unf">arr0wz</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>unf</p> </blockquote>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48379929892http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48379929892Fri, 19 Apr 2013 16:55:24 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/22c43c1ccad5de0e1b525a653a695a50/tumblr_mldz5xxMzK1qb32c1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48267767812http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48267767812Thu, 18 Apr 2013 05:05:47 -0400satansexladyposterdevilevilsexy<p><span>The life of a loner, the only life I&#8217;ve lived, since ever I have, and forever I will. </span><span>I want to like all of you, I just happen to find others unbearable. I find my own company to be the most rewarding, and that, I am sorry for.</span></p> <p><em> e.a (depech)</em></p>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48265202907http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48265202907Thu, 18 Apr 2013 03:21:00 -0400thoughtswritinglonerLonlinesslonelydarkdeepdepthalonepoetrymy poetryamateur<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_48212387546" src="http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48212387546/audio_player_iframe/depech/tumblr_mh3jpd8pYZ1qdlmtz?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fdepech%2F48212387546%2Ftumblr_mh3jpd8pYZ1qdlmtz" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fromvenus.tumblr.com/post/41300167813/shes-in-parties-by-bauhaus">fromvenus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>She’s in Parties By Bauhaus</p> </blockquote>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48212387546http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48212387546Wed, 17 Apr 2013 14:30:00 -0400music<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/65315198a229b12a284789a1256195f3/tumblr_mfz09jylET1rojfyfo1_r1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://apolloniasaintclair.tumblr.com/post/39420137440/apollonia-saintclair-275-20130101-la-source-the">apolloniasaintclair</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Apollonia Saintclair 275 - 20130101 La source (The source)</p> </blockquote>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48207988098http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48207988098Wed, 17 Apr 2013 13:11:01 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/eb219e91743dc65bf9723c28d9253f73/tumblr_mldcefGZw11qbfhogo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48207002263http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48207002263Wed, 17 Apr 2013 12:52:33 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c9103d41d6225d542bf014baacd4264e/tumblr_meu5btzuWG1qjj175o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48206974662http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48206974662Wed, 17 Apr 2013 12:52:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvr4d6V1bd1qg0j7jo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48206965658http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48206965658Wed, 17 Apr 2013 12:51:50 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a007bac7c5d632c7cf2f71f5c13a4a64/tumblr_mfihj7I4c41rx0ocqo1_r1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><em>why is this not my life</em></p>http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48188134835http://depech.tumblr.com/post/48188134835Wed, 17 Apr 2013 04:20:00 -0400